This post will be a significant divergence from my
typical anecdotes about my travel experiences, but I felt like it was time to
open up and tell the story of my diagnosis of thyroid cancer and the journey to
recovery. But before I begin, I just want to give a spoiler and say that I’m
healthy and doing well, so there is no cause for concern!
The saga begins in 2017 when I had decided that it was
time to finally start adulting and find a primary care physician to inevitably tell
me that I was healthy and invincible. During my physical I was poked and prodded and had my
personal space violated, and everything initially seemed normal. But when the physician
was palpating my neck and throat, her expression slightly changed and I could
sense that something was abnormal. She discussed that she felt a lump on my
thyroid and recommended that I get a routine ultrasound prior to my next visit.
I wasn’t overly concerned, but obliged her wishes and scheduled my ultrasound for
a few weeks later.
Drawing of the location and appearance of the thyroid gland
I’d not been on the receiving end of medical care much during
my life, so I was actually interested in undergoing the ultrasound procedure to
experience it firsthand and understand what patients endure. The process was
entirely painless as I laid on the table while a gelled-up wand was pressed
into my neck and throat from every angle in order to visualize the thyroid gland
and any possible lymph nodes in the area. After the procedure, I went back to
work for the remainder of the day and waited for my results to be analyzed and
posted on the patient portal within the next couple days.
The official ultrasound results were disconcerting because
they distinctly recommended a biopsy and further nuclear imaging to be performed,
shattering my illusion of invincibility. My next step was to personally review
the American Thyroid Association (ATA) guidelines to decipher the ultrasound
results, and every descriptive detail of my thyroid nodule checked the box for “cancer”:
hypoechoic, internal vascularity, microcalcifications, and larger than 4 centimeters
in size, with a borderline prominent left lymph node. With the more research I
did, the more I realized that I was facing a threatening situation to my
health, so I promptly scheduled a follow-up with my physician to determine the
next step.
Within several days, I was laying back on an examination
table and preparing for my thyroid nodule to get biopsied. I was initially injected
with several stinging shots of lidocaine to numb the area, and then the interventional radiologist performed two fine needle aspirations to obtain different core
samples of the nodule. After the procedure, a Band-aid was placed on the
injection site, and I returned to finish up the rest of my shift. Despite
having multiple needles inserted into my thyroid, I only experienced a very
mild, dull pain at the site, which was a pleasant surprise. The samples were
sent to pathology to be analyzed, and the final results came back as a “benign
follicular nodule” indicating the absence of cancer. To say I was relieved was
an understatement, but I still had this nagging feeling that the histological results weren’t
entirely accurate because of the damning description of the ultrasound findings in conjunction with the ATA guidelines.
Several days later I was scheduled for my nuclear
medicine thyroid imaging scan, in which I swallowed some radioactive Iodine-123
capsules in the morning and returned in the afternoon for images to be done.
The thyroid takes up any circulating iodine in your body, and the capsule’s iodine
was radiolabeled allowing the scanner to detect how much iodine was being taken
up by the thyroid. The following day I returned yet again for additional scans
to compare with the first set. Both scans showed normal uptake of my thyroid,
with a corresponding lack of uptake within the nodule, which is typical.
Throughout this process I had selected an endocrinologist
and set myself up as a new patient. With all of this welcome news, we made the
joint decision to do a follow-up ultrasound in 6 months and then reevaluate the
situation at that time. The second thyroid ultrasound showed no change in the size of the nodule,
but there was increased vascularity compared to the previous study. While this
was a negligible change, the nagging feeling about my biopsy results led me to request that my
endocrinologist refer me to an oncology surgeon for a more professional
evaluation.
After meeting with the surgeon, he strongly felt that the
left half of my thyroid should be surgically excised, leaving me with half of a
thyroid that should still produce an adequate amount of hormone. While I preferred
to remove the whole thyroid based upon the ultrasound results, I accepted his
decision because the biopsy had been negative, and it would be better to
conserve a partial thyroid and maintain normal functioning if possible. The elective surgery was scheduled, and
I apprehensively waited for the date to eventually arrive.
In April 2018, I arrived at the surgical center feeling
nervous, but ready to proceed. After being disinfected and pre-medicated, I was
wheeled into the operating room and drifted off to a drug-induced sleep. What
seemed like seconds later, I was groggily waking up in the post-operative area as
the anesthesia wore off before being transferred to a hospital room for an uneventful
overnight stay. Because there are four small parathyroid glands embedded directly behind the thyroid gland, they can sometimes get damaged during the surgery, so I was admitted in order to keep a close eye on my calcium levels which would indicate parathyroid damage, of which there was fortunately none. A couple days after discharge, the surgeon personally called me to let me
know that the pathology results of the nodule were back. Despite the prior negative
biopsy, he discussed that the pathology clearly showed papillary thyroid cancer, and I needed to
urgently go back for a second surgery. And that’s when my world came crashing
down as the big C-word finally materialized into a reality for me. Cancer… yes,
it was the "best" kind of thyroid cancer to get if you had to choose because it has the best outcomes, but it was still cancer nonetheless.
All prepped up for my first hemithyroidectomy surgery
Recovering after the left lobe of my thyroid was removed
Being discharged from the surgical oncology unit
Exactly a week after my initial surgery, I was back at
the surgical center having the remainder of my thyroid completely removed, followed
by another overnight hospital stay for observation. It was a complete sense of déjà
vu as I was taken care of by the same nursing staff on the same floor while
recovering from the same surgery, just as my initial incision had begun to
heal. With my throat sealed up with glue for a second time, I was discharged
and allowed to recuperate at home for a week. I began experiencing an inordinate
amount of swelling at the surgical site, and was told to immediately make a
follow-up appointment to evaluate the wound. They determined that I was
developing a post-operative seroma, which was aspirated and drained, and
temporarily helped alleviate the swelling. As the days passed, the bruising and
swelling continued to dissipate, and eventually even the surgical glue came off,
which allowed me to look somewhat normal again.
Recuperating at home with my caring nurse
Here we go again -- surgery #2
The bruising and developing seroma post-operatively
Having the seroma drained under ultrasound-guided aspiration
With my thyroid completely removed, I now had no ability
to create thyroid hormone, which is in charge of the body’s metabolism. This
causes you to feel sluggish and gain weight among other symptoms, so the body requires
a daily replenishment of synthesized thyroid hormone as a replacement. However,
before you begin a thyroid hormone replacement regimen after surgery, it is necessary
to force your body into a hypothyroid state, causing you to exhibit these
symptoms and experience incessant tiredness that cannot be cured by sleep. Once
the thyroid hormone is sufficiently suppressed, the next step is to visit a radiation
oncologist for further radiologic testing, to make sure that all of the thyroid
has been removed. And this is where it begins to get interesting.
In the radiation oncologist’s office, the physician
retrieves a highly secured radiation-filled capsule enclosed in a portable Fort Knox contraption to
prevent accidental exposure. I swallow the capsule of radioactive Iodine-131 with
the purpose of destroying any residual thyroid tissue that remained post-operatively.
This time around, the radioactivity of the iodine is significant enough to pose
a danger to others in my vicinity. A Geiger counter is waved over me to ensure that there is
indeed an adequate amount of radioactivity emanating from my body, and then I
am promptly ushered out the back door and told to self-quarantine for 3-4 full
days. This involves being isolated in a guest bedroom in the house, completely
avoiding all contact with humans or animals, and refraining from getting within
6 feet of any living thing, even if separated by a wall since the radiation will easily pass through. All of my bodily fluids
were considered to be contaminated, so I had to use disposable
dishes/plasticware to eat, wash all of my clothes separately, and ensure that
no one came into contact with my bedsheets or towels. I felt like an ostracized
leper who was shunned from society, but I at least had the company of my books
and music to occupy my time. All in all, I actually enjoyed my relaxing isolation time, and it allowed me to mentally process my circumstances and begin to feel at peace with everything
that was occurring. Once my quarantine was completed, I was free to join
society again, disappointed that I hadn't gained any special superpowers from my radiation exposure. I was even given a document stating that I’d received
radiation for oncologic purposes, should I set off any radiation detectors at
the airport, in an effort to prove that I wasn’t a dangerous terrorist.
The Geiger counter which confirmed that I truly was radioactive
The next step in my recovery process was the whole body
scan, where I was placed inside a gamma scan device similar to a CT machine,
and my entire body was slowly scanned to detect where I was emitting radiation.
This can detect for residual thyroid tissue, as well as the metastatic spread of any
cancerous thyroid tissue throughout the body. My results showed uptake in the
thyroid bed indicating remnant thyroid tissue, but absolutely no evidence of
any lymph node involvement or metastatic disease. Some residual thyroid tissue
is expected post-operatively, and is nothing to be concerned about. This was the best news for which I could
have hoped!
Undergoing the whole body gamma scan
The final step in this process was the initiation of
thyroid replacement hormone, which merely involves taking a single levothyroxine
(Synthroid) pill once daily in the morning as soon as I wake up. I have my thyroid
labs checked on a semi-regular basis, and have been regulated back to a normal level
with no ill side effects. I have essentially been completely cured of my
thyroid cancer, and despite having an unsightly scar on the front of my throat for
everyone to see, I live my life as if nothing happened, which is the best
result that one could imagine. I am truly blessed to have a good core group of
friends, and excellent physicians to have gotten me through this ordeal, and I
look forward to continuing to live the rest of my life cancer-free!
Raise awareness and get your neck checked!
I am sorry you went through all this as I know how nerve wrecking it could be. Glad you didn't stop with the biopsy and took the extra steps to find answers. May God bless you!
ReplyDeleteThank you for your kind words May! It was definitely a stressful period of time, but it all worked out in the end, and I am grateful to now be healthy. :)
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